Friday, October 14, 2011

Sister


Hmm. You’re fine and here
 I am crying myself to sleep wanting to have the urge to cut once more. 
Writing how i feel about you on here and being dead basically. 
And yet you’re with her and being happy as ever.
People talking about you mei, you and her, she's likeeeeeezz girl and the girl is you, aiyer.
 Pleaselaaa, still many boys out there.
I adviced you but..
 Why you defend her? All ppl in school hate her tau tak?
Ok maybe you and her. Lesbian partner? Kayh please no ><
Hm .__. 
Kayh idk what to sayy, I just love you, love love you, youre my sister, my real sister, real real, but you? Hm, you dont even care en? Kayh kayh funny kayh kayh try to forget you kayh kayh goodbye kristol. 
 There’s only so much I can do and it’s all starting to blur together and I get so tired and not really physically tired but emotionally tired and it hurts and please stop the spinning I want to get off. 
Ftw,you make me feel like a piece of shit mei.
Thankszzalotzz.